Part 1
I want to die once again
I want to die once again
In your arms taking a long breath
For the last time
Forgetting everything
Merging in you
To become you
Did you know
why I love death more than life
Because it gives me peace
And oh yes I am selfish
Hence I want to die
You have known me since I knew myself
Still you left me to suffer among the monkeys
Why? What was my fault
I had loved you.. didn’t you
Why you left me
Does my love was not fair
Was I a traitor
Yes I was in ignorance
But you could have awakened me
Why you didn’t cared about me
Now what I shall do
Is this for which your love made me
Is this for that I came here
Just to suffer in your love
And live this life without you
Tell me why are you silent
I accept I am a fool
I don’t know anything
But you are wise
Why have you not taught me
What I do without you
Who am I without you
What is the meaning of this existence without you
Without your love
Is there any purpose of my life
I have been left alone without you
Who is there for whom I cry
Who is there for whom I earn
Who is there for whom I dream
What is my destiny without you
If I am wrong, please correct me
If I made a mistake, please punish me
But please don’t leave me alone
Please give me rest in your lap
So that I can just cry, cry and cry.
Part2
Yeah I am an escapist
I escaped my life
But to which end
Can I escape from you
I am tired of this search
Either kill me or accept me
What shall I do
Except escaping here and there
When I cannot find you.
Is my search for meaning has no meaning
Does my love for you is just a mirage
I can’t walk now further alone
I am tired, too tired, I need rest
I just need to die in you leaving myself.
Please don’t tease me
With whom you are playing
What I am in front of you...nothing
Then why are you traiting me
Give me a fraction of eternal peace that you have
Give me a little rest in your arm so that at least
For a moment I can die with you.