Where I have everything still
I am crying
With whom I am fighting
Myself
Are there two I and the Self
I am unable to focus on what I am doing
Did I really know what I want to know
Each day I am transforming
Yet remaining the same
Do I know what I am doing
Is it an escape I am just passing on
With the addition to a new face
Do I know who am I
What I intend to do
I am tired of this loneliness
This escape
I need peace nothing less
Just peace
How did I accept
I am worthless
What of significance I am doing
If when even I am unable to do
what I intended to do
Did releasing these thoughts on screen or paper
Is sufficient
Or is it just an escape
This pretending, show off
And unworthy actions
I am tired of it all
To whom I am impressing
If in deep I know I lack
I am unworthy and a no one
Where I am finding the escape
When again I came to know
I am nowhere
What is it all I am searching
Is this just an escape
I am tired of being an escapist
I am tired of being an
Unworthy artist
I am tired of myself
The Pain of an Artist
What is Pain?
It's just a sensation
In the body
And the Mind
An uncomfortable one
But still a sensation
Epilogue without the Prologue: The Journey
Pain is pain and its as real as for anyone else. Just its interpretation changes.
It's not about absolute liberation and freedom from pain. It's about understanding, what is a pain...
And the journey tells itself when you transformed from an amateur to an artist. From a novice to an expert. From a student of life to a professor of happiness. From an arrogant disciple to a humble Master and from a child to a grown-up.
The Pain of an Artist
What is Pain?
It's just a sensation
In the body
And the Mind
An uncomfortable one
But still a sensation
Epilogue without the Prologue: The Journey
Pain is pain and its as real as for anyone else. Just its interpretation changes.
It's not about absolute liberation and freedom from pain. It's about understanding, what is a pain...
And the journey tells itself when you transformed from an amateur to an artist. From a novice to an expert. From a student of life to a professor of happiness. From an arrogant disciple to a humble Master and from a child to a grown-up.