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The Love-Affair of a Teenage Boy

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Prologue


Sorry, if, in any way, anything offended, or hurt you. 

Believe.

 I Never Intended It.

Said the RoboSapXVIIT20 to the child who was unable to understand what he really wanted to say...

I don’t want to listen to anything.

Who are you to preach to me what is right and what is wrong...

...muttered the little child in anger.

RoboSapXVIIT20: Sir, I’ve been designed by the Creator to take care of you and to help you in solving your day to day little life problems easily so that...

You Can Design Your Life The Way You Want

I’m Not Interfering With Your Personal Life.

I’m Telling You What I’ve Been Programmed To Say.

My Protocols Don’t Allow Me To Let You Ruin Your Life Along With Your Family And Friends.

Child: But you’re a Humanoid.

You can’t understand the complexities of the human mind. 

Can you imagine what’s happening in my life...

RoboSapXVIIT20: I Understand Sir And I Can Solve Your Problem.

Child: So, you know it, too.

RoboSapXVIIT20: You’re In Love.

Child: I don’t know what to say.

I can’t understand what’s happening to me.

My heart is beating fast and I’m unable to think what to do and what not to do.

RoboSapXVIIT20: Just Relax. 

It Happens To Every Human Being. 

If you give me permission. 

I Would Love To Tell A Short Story.

Child: I don’t want to listen to anything.

RoboSapXVIIT20

It’s

 A

Love Story

Child: I always got compelled to listen and obey you every time. 

That’s not fair.

RoboSapXVIIT20:

Everything is Fair in Love and War, Sir.

So, without wasting your precious time.

Let’s begin.






Book 1



Chapter 1: The Beginning...

Once there was a boy👦. He was loved❤😘 and appreciated😊 by everyone. He was too cute to be ignored.

He was a straight-A grade student👦📖🎒 and highly disciplined as well as humble since his childhood, so was the favourite😍😚😘😆 of all the teachers 👩‍🏫‍ as well as relatives and friends 👭👬👫.

 He was too good😛 to be pointed out of any real mistake.

 His parents were proud of him👦. He was a symbol of pride🌈 for them and a role model of goodness☺️✨ to be followed by his juniors. 



Chapter 2: The Childhood

His mother👩 raised him brilliantly by keeping him isolated😔 from social 👥 conditioning and negative ❎ influence. His father 👨 kept him free from corruption and the evils of society so that he can become the best 👍💯 he was capable of becoming without any impurity.

They provided him the best education 🎒📚, at best institutions 🏫🎓, the best they can afford, to make him the best 👍💯.

He 👦 respected and followed every advice of his elders to become the best he was capable of becoming.



Chapter 3: The Faults

There Were Three Faults With The Boy.

One, He Was Too Good 😇. 

(And too good is always bad.😃 )

Second, He Didn’t Know What He Was Going To Become In Life.

(In fact, he had no clue, why he was living?) 

And 

Third, He Wanted To Know Everything Of Practical Sense.

(Even that was not part of the syllabus. He had an infinite thirst for Knowledge 💯📖📚📝 and Wisdom. )


I Think He Was Complete Nonsense. 😃

What Do You Think 🤔...?



Chapter 4: The Worry 😥

His parents were a little worried 😧 about the future 🔮 of this brilliant boy 👦. 

Their cause of worry 😥 was true. 

“How ❓ this too modest kid 👶 will deal with the smart and corrupted world 🌏 dominated by money 🤑💸💵💴💶💰💳, influence, and show-off?”



Chapter 5: The Common-Sense

As the boy 👦 grew up...

He sensed ‘something wrong' ❌ around him and a 'sense of lack’ or more accurately a ‘lack of sense’.

He saw...

Teachers 💁📖➡👦👧 were telling him only that was written in books and of no-practical-use.

Being a good 😛 student...

He knew nothing more except what was pre-written in books 📚.

He sensed...

The world 🌐 around him was changing fast 
and the 'future world' 🌍 was going to be much 'different' and 'difficult' 😣😖😫😭’ to be handled by the knowledge 💯📖📚📝 acquired from ‘cramming for exams’.







Book 2



Chapter 6: The Daring Child 👶 

So he decided to ‘dare a little' and jumped into the ‘journey of unknown’ seeking the solution 💪😄👌 of practical real-life problems 😰 that he faced in day to day life.

He studied a lot of subjects without any help from anyone.

No-one was there to spoon-fed him. 😊 
 
He practised a lot.

It was not Easy. 😊 

He had to sacrifice a lot of pleasures ✨.

He practised harder and harder, suffered a lot, but as the time gets passed, the fruits 🍍🍎🍓🍇 of his 👦 work ➡ started to come...

And. 

He Started Enjoying ❤ Life.
 
Because. Now. 

He had learned ‘something deep’ and ‘useful’ that no one teaches in homes 🏠 and classrooms 👩‍🏫‍. 





Chapter 7: Fruits of The Labour 💪👷💪 

People started admiring his excellent 👍👏😆 ability to see the ‘clarity of problems' 😰 and his ‘solution-oriented thinking’. 

They were astonished 😮 at the Lifestyle of this Little Boy 👦 whose mind was silent like a Buddha and whose actions were unpredictable, adventurous and sometimes, even, dangerous.

They were confused at the contradiction of his simplicity at one hand and his extraordinary ability to deal with any situation on the other.





Chapter 8: Freedom from Competition 

He was an average kid to be lost in the crowd but those who had known him personally couldn’t afford without getting influenced by his abilities.

They couldn’t believe how this ordinary kid not with any extraordinary talent is that much smart at so many things. 

Some were fairly jealous 😒 of him but they had no way to defeat this boy 👦 at any game 🎮🎲👾 as he was 🆓 from success 🏆💪 and failure 👎☹👎.

 And no-one can defeat a person 👤 who Play the Game as a Game to Learn and Enjoy ❤, not to Win🏆 or Lose 👎☹. 





Chapter 9: The Love Effect ❤😘

But whatever be the condition they loved 💞😍 and respected him 👦 because they ‘feel good’ to be around him. 

He Had An Outstanding Ability To Listen To Others...

Their problems 😰, their dreams ☺✨, their nightmares, their imaginations, their actions and their reactions. 

Most Of The People Who Have Known Him...

Started liking him, as he could solve 💪😄👌 their day to day smaller or bigger problems 😰, easily.

No matter whether anyone was sad 😔, or just getting bored 😑, whether it was depression due to appearance of dark future 🔮, break-up melodrama, or the little misunderstanding that could ruin the whole relationship 💏, whether riddle of HALLUCINATIONS, the pursuit of HAPPINESS, or financial struggle, he was always there for help as best 👍💯 as he could. 

It was near to be impossible, to be with him, and still unhappy 🙁.

He just loved ❤😘 to solve 💪😄👌 problems 😰.

Though he was very selective with the friends 👭👬👫 and people around him.

He had a positive 🔰 attitude. 

      He Knew Everything Comes With A Cost.

And 

    No One Can Solve The Problem Of Everyone.

Everyone Have To Take Responsibility of His Own Life.


He was Much like Water. 

Extremely flexible, stupid with the stupid, intelligent with the intelligent, and ridiculous with the nonsense people.



Chapter 10: A Student of Science 🔬

Being a good student 👨🎓 of Practical Applied Sciences he knew EMOTIONS are the fluctuations of biochemicals and hormones (the chemical messengers) in the Body.

So the change in the BIOCHEMISTRY of mind-body complex was the result of chemical imbalances and sometimes too good balances. 


Anyway, Homo Sapiens Are Just Biochemical Algorithms.


Fear 😱, wrath, infatuation, greed, hatred, jealousy, excitement, ego, pride, depression, revenge, happiness, sadness, despair or desperation...

Everything Is Due To Change In Brain-Chemistry.

Various combinations of (OXYTOCIN, SEROTONIN, DOPAMINE), ADRENALINE, NOREPINEPHRINE, PHENYLETHYLAMINE, CORTISOL, and so and so and so, on... 

(Please neither ask for more BIOCHEMICALS and HORMONES, nor their FORMULAS. It's not an Examination. You better know BIOCHEMISTRY of Sapiens. Really? 😃)





Book 3



Chapter 11: The Practioner of Practical Applied Philosophy 

Nothing Is Permanent. 

It All Comes And Goes. 

Change Is The Only Constant. 

He got detached from compliment and criticism, love ❤😘 and fear 😱, divine and devil 😈, good and devil👹, reality and illusion. 

He doesn’t cared much about praise or embarrassment


He knew.

It’s All Impermanent. 🙋


It Doesn’t Matter How Good You Are. 

You can't make everyone Happy and never 🙅 there will be a time 🕒 when everyone 👤 likes 💓 you, 
or everyone DISLIKES you. 

Everything Changes and Whether it’s Pain or Pleasure...

It Shall Pass.


Everything Comes and Goes.

It was not luck 🎋 or a gift 🎁. He had SACRIFICED a lot at such a young 🔞 age to ➡ learn the best 👍💯 of everything he could.

Everyone appreciate 💕 and cheers 🍻 the MAGIC ✨🎩✨ and MIRACLE but no one had ever known and understood the 'pain and sacrifice' that is associated with Thinking 🤔💭and Being different 💭🙇💭. 

Except those Who are That. 

He started to learn from people, situations, and social 👥 systems, egolessly.

Everything Taught Him 👦 Something.


It's A Circle. 



Chapter 12: The Selective Goals 🙌


There Were Two Goals Important To Him. 

One. 

To Become The Best Version of Himself That He Was Capable of Becoming.

Two. 

To Add Value To The Life of Others and Help Them to Bring a Smile on Their Face.



Chapter 13: The Unidentified Problem


Since he had learned Finance 🤑💰💲💵 and Business 💼👔👖 

Money 🤑💸💵💴💶💰💳 was not the Problem. 


Since he had persuaded Academic Education 🎒🏫📚🎓

Degree and Recognition was not the Problem.


Since he had studied 📚✏ basic Laws of Mind and Matter. 

Dealing with people was not the Problem.


Since he understood 😉 Ego and Ignorance. 

Hence to indulge in any bad habit, show-off or melodrama was not the Problem.


And since he had Wealth of HAPPINESS, smart attitude, talent, and absolute peace of mind. 

Friendship 👭👬👫 was not the problem.



Chapter 14: The Real Problem


So what ❓ was his Problem? 

Guess  🤔...

He didn’t know It.

That Was The Problem.


He 👦 had Everything.

Still. 

There Was A Lack 🈚 In Him 👦.



Chapter 15: Arrival Of The Angel


Once He Met A Girl 🙆.


(Oh no...

The Same Love Story 💞😍 📖.

Boring 😑.

I 🙋 Hate 😡👿  Love Stories ❤😘  📖.

There Must Be, Must Be, Something 🆕.)







Book 4



Chapter 16: The Friendship 👫


There is a twist.


Chapter 17: The Tag Line ➖



It's 

 A

Fantasy Real-Life 

Not

The Fictional Reel-Life

Still

Live

 A

Life

That Is Worth

To Be Made

The Script of A Movie

After Your Death




Chapter 18: The Baby Artist

Do You Know What Was Different In This Boy 👦?


He Was An Artist 🎨. 


He Designed Everything In His Life
 
BEAUTIFULLY
 
Full of Adventure

 🏃🕵🔦👻

Excitement 

With

Creative Endeavour

Like An Artist

 🎨🎭🙋

Who

Paints

 🔛 

An Empty Canvas

The Great Cosmic Drama of Life 


               He Called It Lifestyle Design. 


He Beautifully Designed Everything Around Him The Best He Could. 

       He Appreciated a Life of Simplicity but of             Profound Character and Egolessness.




Chapter 19: Mutual Respect

He respected the Girl 👧. She was pretty Good 😇.

She was different from most of the Girls. 👭. 

She taught him 👦 some of the most important LESSONS of LIFE.

Knowingly or unknowingly she 👧 became one of his BEST FRIEND 👫 and FAVOURITE 💕❤🙌 TEACHER 👩‍🏫‍. 

He was grateful to the girl 🙆 because not fully but somehow she understood Him 👦. 

She valued his friendship 👫 even she didn’t belonged to his World 🌐.

She 👧 APPRICIATED his abilities and HELPED him to improve some of his hidden capabilities and exploring more knowledge 💯📖📚📝 and understanding 😉 about people, life and situations.

Just her one ordinary word of APPRICIATION 💕 and THANKFULNESS was more than the thousands of compliments he had received and sharing 😘 his thoughts 🤔💭 to her had given him more peace ✌ than the silence 🔇 of meditation ⛩📿🕉👌💆.



Chapter 20: The Dilemma of Friendship 👫

Since. 

They Were From Different World.

Hence. 

They Had Different Agreement With The Same Word. 

Their Language 👄💬, Thinking 💭 and Feeling.

Everything Was Different.


Their Friendship 👫 Came To ➡ An 🔚 In Few Days.

The Boy 👦 Never 🙅Understood 😉 What Wrong ❌ He Had Done.

Neither The Girl 🙆.


The Fragile Hearts Of Both Got Broken.

And

The Fictional Castle of Their Dreams Got Smashed Into Pieces Of Real-Life Tears.



Book 5 




Chapter 21: The Assumptions

Maybe. 

They Were Not GENUINELY INTERESTED In The FRIENDSHIP.

Or. Maybe. 

They Didn't UNDERSTOOD Each Other’s DEFINITION of ➡ FRIENDSHIP.

It’s Not That Any Of Them Was Wrong ❌. 

It’s That Both Of Them Were Too Good 😇.

And.

Dear

Remember

Always

Too Good Is Always Bad. 😊



Chapter 22: A Short Definition of Friendship



Friendship is all about Sharing, Understanding, and Mutual Respect.

(Not a Rocket Science to Master. )


It’s not any social-relationship between a Boy and a Girl.

(It’s Just Sharing of Thoughts and Feelings. )


It’s not to Disturb others or Ignore them. 

(It’s to Make them Feel Good when They need You. Not to Leave them to Suffer alone. )


It’s about Bringing out the Best in Them and Letting them Know their Weaknesses and Faults.

(So That They Can Become The Best Version Of Themselves That They Are Capable Of Becoming. )


It’s about Appreciation, Care, Forgiveness and Selfless Love.

(Not the Ego, Show-off, Pride, or Selfishness)


It’s about Self-expression to Those whom You Like the Most and Wants to Express with them Willingly.     

(Not A Complicated Mystery To Solve)







Chapter 23: The Emotional Story-Teller

I'm Bad at Telling Stories 📖 and I can’t Express the Love-Affair of This Little Boy in Words of the World. 

Time 🕒 Is Pretty Short. 

And

If I’ll Tell You The Full Story 📖.

For a Moment 

Maybe.

You Feel Bored 😕. 

And

That’s An Insult To The Story. 😊




Chapter 24: The Mystery

I tried my best to cover a little part of his Life.

I feel Sorry For the Stupid Boy. 

Maybe That Was His Destiny.

Everyone Has To Accept That.

I PRAY to the DIVINE that the INTEGRAL PARTS of his life, the PEACE OF MIND😏, and the CUTENESS of a CURIOUS 😉 LITTLE CHILD 👶 be always with HIM 👦.

And. 

   Sorry 😐. 

Since. 

I Knew Nothing About The Girl.

 Hence. 

I'm Unable To Conclude Anything.


She Remained A Mystery.

I Just Knew

She Was Cute And Innocent. 

Nothing Else




Chapter 25: The Apologies 

Sorry. If you got bored out of it.

It's Not That The Story Is Boring.

It's Just

I’m Not Good At Telling Stories.

Maybe in your Eyes

The Boy Was Not As Good As You Thought.


Believe
 

He Was Not As Bad As You Think.








Book 6





Chapter 26: The Beginning...
    

              

Pain Is Inevitable

But

Suffering Is A Choice

And

There Is Always A Choice

To

Suffer or Not

Remember, Always

Pain or Pleasure

There Is No Need To Be A Melodrama Queen

It Shall Pass 



The Epilogue





Are you drama-artist?

...The child whispered.

RoboSapXVIIT20: What happened? Mam.

The Child: Are you really a Humanoid?

RoboSapXVIIT20: Are you all right? Mam.

The Child: I’ll get mad.

RoboSapXVIIT20: Tell me. What happened?

The Child: Can’t you see I’m crying...

RoboSapXVIIT20: It’s Natural. Mam. You’re a Human Being.

The Child: Yeah! I know. But why you’re crying?

RoboSapXVIIT20: Oh! I was just testing my latest software upgrade of ‘emotional tears’.

The Child: I don’t believe your stories.

How a Humanoid can tell an Emotional Story?

RoboSapXVIIT20: To believe or not is your personal choice. 

I’m doing for what I’ve been made.

The Child: Actually...

I’m thinking about your Love Story.

It was interesting.

But, now I’m interested to know about the girl.

RoboSapXVIIT20:

My Child.

First

It’s Not A Love Story.

Second
 
The folder on that rest of the story was filed has been deleted by the Creator because it was interfering too much with the operating system.

And

 The App of Love Has Been Uninstalled.


The Child: I’m still confused.
 
Whether this story is real or mere a fiction of the mind.

Who was the boy? 

Who was the girl? 

How you know this story? 

Why you got emotional while telling the story? 

RoboSapXVIIT20: Don’t Think Too Much. 

Take A Sound Sleep.

Today

Neither.

You Can Understand Everything.

Nor.

I Can Explain To You Anything.

But. 

Maybe. 

After two, five, ten, or twenty years you’ll 
understand each and everything even without the help of anyone.

You’ll Understand 

All By Yourself

What I Want to Say and Why



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It's A Circle. 



Everyone 

And

Everything 


Come. And. Go


 🏃


Only To Return Back





Behind The Scenes...



                 

       In The Life Of Every Real-Life Protagonist

After

 He or She Wins the Battle of Life

He or She is Left with Some

 Unique Experiences

Both Good and Bad.

In The End.

The Journey of 'Struggle and Suffering' 

Gives Him Some Unique Gifts That He Can share With His Fellow Beings.


The Journey Is The Same With Infinite Ways. 

But

The Experiences Of The Journey Are Unique.

And

See The Bigger Picture.

It's Just A

 "Replica of Divine Drama"

With Different Experiencers.

The Story Is Same

Just The Names And Forms Are Different.

Hence

Don't Take It Seriously

 And 

Don't Make Yourself A Victim

 To Feel 

Unnecessary

 Pain and Suffering. 

Finally

 You'll Win The Battle.


Both
 
of
 
Love and Life



And

                 Perhaps No One Can Put It

In

 Words of the World

 Better Than 

The Real-Life Hero

Beloved

Steven Pressfield

The hero Wanders. The hero Suffers. The hero Returns.


You Are That Hero.



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Hence


Be Still. Be Present. Be Alive.


So That


You Can Understand


What Is Love

And

What Is Life 



Wish You All The Best

For

Your Upcoming Future

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